When the helpless being within you wants to scream out really loud and release those flood of emotions...those multitudinous complaints...those long lost minutes you wanted to be embraced by him...those hushed whispers you wanted him to hear.....that musical laughter you hear within every sound you pass by...that song you attach or want him to attach to you without really holding out any hand....and suddenly amidst that roar of your dreams,rushes out,a sea of monstrous complexities....which you do not want to look at...but impeccably they fit you like a second skin.....not wanting to leave you,admonishing every ounce of force you use to repel it and cast off it's shroud...but alas!it doesnt....it is unable to escape from your clutches....you don't know why?oh open that window....lift those curtains......they are within you...the implants of your egotistical eruptions,your numberless unproductive attempts at being a little bit more secure...judgmental attrocities stealthily forward marching towards your secret temptations.....
'helpless being'.........
what else when you can't 'help' knowing,fighting...yet...being what you are.........
Rashmita Roy, Presidency University,
UG-1, English
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